I can only make it better by thinking of the great memories that he put into my life...As my sister, my Mom, Ian, Emma and I were standing around his grave yesterday...My mom, sister, and I began to bicker friendly back and forth about something and Ian made the point that Daddy was always in the middle of our bickering and he was probably just looking down on us laughing and shaking his head...I can't help but miss him so much and just need him to hug me more than ever...there's no one that could make all the bad go away like he could...that's something not even Ian could ever achieve...I love him to death but only my Daddy could make that happen...I have found myself waking up this past week looking for him just so I can see him smile and hug him...It really sucks when your dreams are so real, you wake up feeling as if you aren't in the real world...but the reality is that he's not here and in the dream he was just there in your grasp...
He would have been 62 yesterday but he never looked it...he always looked 10 years younger...I love him and I miss him now more than ever....I will always be his little girl...no matter what...Happy Birthday Daddy and know that I am watching Alabama football wishing you were right beside me, jumping up and down when touchdowns are scored or flags are thrown...I look at Ian and I see so much of you and I'm so grateful that I had such a wonderful Daddy to model my future husband after...and you knew Ian was like you that's why you trusted him to take care of me...thank you for always loving me as you did...I love you!
I hope you all are blessed with wonderful families and make every moment count with them! Muah! -linz
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